Deja vu!

Yo sueño que estoy aquí

destas prisiones cargado,

y soñé que en otro estado

más lisonjero me vi.

¿Qué es la vida? Un frenesí.

¿Qué es la vida? Una ilusión,

una sombra, una ficción,

y el mayor bien es pequeño:

que toda la vida es sueño,

y los sueños, sueños son.

Soliloquio se Segismundo, Pedro Calderon de la Barca.

Meeting you made me learn many things about myself. You awoke feelings in me I thought I could never have again. I felt alive and I thank you for that. It was a beautiful week. Thank you for your honesty. Manx

Kada vez estoy mas konvencido de ke lo ke pasa, pasa por alguna razon y depende de mi enkontrar esa razon.

Un vaso de leche caliente con miel, un orfidal y dos paracetamoles

I dont know why, but today a strong feeling of innadecuacy invaded me. Suddenly I was completely terrified because I thought I would never be good enough for you, I thought I would never be able to be up to an acceptable standard. I closed my eyes and I saw myself as a child and I saw you as an adult, as a man and I cried. I want to be able to stand up and look at you in the eye and be able to behave with you as an adult, as an equal. You've told me that it takes two to make it hot. I've seen the tenderness and the desire in your eyes when you look at me. I have noticed how your fingers tremble when you touch my skin and how you give yourself entirely when I caress you and kiss you, but still I fear I won't be enough.

Me lo pido pa los Reyes!

Geoff

How was your weekend?

Good, very good and you are the cherry on top of the cake

(Si me kejaba de ke el otro no abria los ojos, este no los cierra. Y me enkanta!)

Cronicles of a bank holiday weekend

Do you always have sex on E?

Not always, but many times.

But then...you have an enhanced experience of the feelings and emotions you go through when having sex with the other guy; if you ever do it again with no drugs what you will feel and experience might be different, don't you think? Having said that, I've just realised I do similar things...

Have a good day sexy, you were better than pills. Manx

Ha! I'm the new designer drug. x

Yes, you would make a fortune if you sold yourself in clubs, but I am going to keep it a secret, so I can keep you for my own personal consumption, x

Maybe I could charge the off bloke for a lick of my armpit,x

I like your fish bowl.

It is not a fish bowl, it is a vase.

Wouldn't you like to have a goldfish in your fish bowl?

No, not really. When I had goldfishes I always over fed them and died.

Where do you go when you close your eyes, who are you with?

I don't know what you mean, I am here!

( I thought I was having sex with an absent body and I lost it)

Please open your fucking eyes and let me see them, they are beautiful!

(do single children tend to be very reserved and quiet and have a very rich world in their minds and they find it difficult to share with the rest of the world?)Or may he is just a quiet guy. Hard work, though!

U were better than a pill!

Tu, con una pastilla y yo kon un fraser. Kreo ke tu te lo pasate bien, pero yo me lo pase bomba. Y eso ke este finde me habia propuesto no meterme nada, pues chika me puse ciega kon un fraiser, me daban unos subidones ke daban miedo. Espero ke no me de bajon!

Thank u Easyjet

'Hey mano!soz din't call yday-last min rush. we're off 2 madrid in half an hour.promise 2 bring some sausage xx.' Nik

Igual me salvo este finde, aunke el Richard ya volvio de NY...

Kambio de planes.

Tia, a veces oigo voces pero no las eskucho! Desde antes de apretar el boton para mandarle el mensaje diciendole ke se trajera el dvd, ke yo hacia la cena, habia algo ke no me permitia apretarlo kon la fuerza necesaria para sentirlo komo un deseo verdadero. Te lo juro, se muera papa! ke ya me habia visto ya ahi antes de ke tu me lo dijeras: Recien cenaos, en el sofa, debajo de la manta de kuadros, kon un vaso de vino, el uno en los brazos del otro y viendo a 300 tios en taparrabos de kuero. Ke no tia! Ke eso no es lo ke kiero. Un finde sin drogas, no me parece tan mal, pero meterme en kasa a las 7 de la tarde un sabado, kon un deskonocido, no.

Vamos a ver por donde me me sale. Le dejare ke el decida, sugiera, proponga, pero en la kalle, ke luego akabamos en la kama follando, bien, ke no, pues tambien bien. A ver si soy kapaz de relajarme.

A veces me meto hasta las cejas en unas historias ke no estoy seguro de ke me interesen en su totalidad y ademas me traiciono, y no me permito tener ningun as en la manga, ni otra estrategia para salir de mi trampa.Vamos, komo si Kaperucita metiera al lobo en kasa a sabiendas de ke es el lobo.

Kreo ke esta vez el likido de frenos parece haber funcionado...de momento